RivenSilver

I'm writing this online so that I don't fall back, retcon or forget any of what I'm about to say. I need to say it, essentially, "out loud." Make no mistake: I'm writing this to myself and for myself. And it's a rant. Incoherent, messy, sloppy, unorganized, free-flowing spill of words that will not be edited. I run from people. I always have. I've only had one real friend in my entire life, and I ran from him too, for a long time. Fuck that was stupid of me. Then again, maybe I wasn't running from him but from everything else in that situation. Of course, that'd be me retconning again. Rationalizing, justifying. Extenuating. "You need to ad